so, it's been FOREVER since i last posted...and i don't like that. after catching up on some friends' blogs i really wanted to update mine. and as much as i don't watn to make this a wedding blog, it might actually turn into that...
but before that i just want to ramble about some stuff, mainly the future. and in a good way--so last week, in the middle of mid-terms i get an email from Gary asking me to be wilderness director...God, how i wanted to take it, I bawled for hours, was up to almost 4 because i had to study for a test the next evening, i couldn't concentrate on anything and cried some more...you may ask, why were your crying, this is an amazing opportunity and great possiblity for you, but see i was bawling because i knew deep down inside that i couldn't accept the position-for one reason...teaching in the fall. i will be graduating in may, planning a wedding, moving to middle tn, and hopefully getting a teaching job for next year-and the school year would start the first week in august, before camp is even over with...it took hours or bawling, praying, talking, and writing to finally make my decision...and boy was that the hardest email to send to Gary...but thankfully he was understanding and like my mom said, "you were asked-that's HUGE" so...and there are other reasons that make me more confident but those are more personal and between Gary and i so...
i do want to thank certain people who helped me make my decision...you helped a whole bunch...
so, be looking for updates and information about the wedding, my school semester, and so on...
love you all!
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