so as i type this i am sitting in the sunroom at the beloved lakeshore. in the sunroom at the minute there are not any kids, but women (all quite a bit older than hannah and myself), there are not fuzzy bags, but hundreds of scrapbooking supply bags, there is not floor space, because the room is completely full of tables (picture later), and there is not singing or music playing, because all these women are talking and chatting. there are even women who are set up in the front room-yes the overflow goes into the front room! the view is the same, the building is the same, and room is the same, but this place is not the same without kids. momma did worship last night and it was about "our spiritual gifts" and during worship she asked hannah and i to help her sing, i said sure we would help, but then during worship she asked us to get up infront of everyone...yes me-singing infront of this room full of 50+ women many of whom were not singing listening and watching me sing-talk about intimidating. but the funny thing is, it didn't bother me AT ALL!!!! i think that was probably the first time that i have ever felt comfortable singing infront of people, especially without a guitar, or an entire camp of kids singing...God was def. moving last night because that wasn't me AT ALL!!!
my goal today is to preserve many of these amazing memories that i have created at this place...
love.
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