so i am tired....just tired of this whole finding a teaching job process. i have been checking, e-mailing, calling, tring to go by, everything to get in with the system and nothing seems to be working. i finally got in touch with the principal at issac lane-the one where i had all the connections and she cut me off in the middle of my "introduction" to tell me all the positions have been filled and then she hung up...so i cried for a minute and then started calling other schools, and either the principals were still not there or the position was filled or i left a message for the principal to call me back-we will see if that happens. i am just so ready to get a job, ready to get my own classroom, ready for it to be my turn. its so frustrating hearing about people getting jobs, and someone that graduated a year before me from harding and went to school somewhere else got a teaching interview here in jackson...like i have been looking for and searching for a job...and trying to get in touch with principals even with them being on vacation, i have called, sent emails, left messages and everything but apparently the morning they get back, like 8:45...she has already filled the positions and never responded to me...i am just tired. people keep telling me that my time will come, that God is picking the perfect classroom for me and that i just need to be patient and wait for this position to open but i don't know what i am going to do, insurance will run out in november when i get married, i won't have a constant pay check, i don't know what to do, i have checked the surrounding counties and hopefully something will open up...

prayers please.
prayers please.
prayers please.
prayers please.
please.
please.
please....