so there have been so many things going on over the past month or so...so many changes, so many trials, several triumphs, just so many different things and it's so hard to believe that in LESS THAN 50 DAYS I WILL BE MARRIED...it's so hard to believe. last weekend drew's parents came down to jackson and helped us move a few of drew's things into the apartment-mainly the washer and dryer (THANK GOD!!!!) they also helped me clean and get some stuff on the walls. the apartment is looking so nice and put together I can't wait for drew to get the rest of his stuff (or maybe not) and more importantly him into the apartment. i will have to post some pictures after we get everything done, it's slow and a little bit at a time mainly because with school right now i don't have much time for anything else-including myself.
the last couple of weeks have been rough on me, i am not going to lie, they have been all but hell and i am not sure what i would have done or if i would have made it through these weeks if it hadn't been for my family and drew. they have been such a great support system and i cannot express to them how much they mean to me...
yesterday i went to this training for school, it was a promethean training and really the only reason i went was because i would get paid $130 for going and sitting through it and listening to my cooperating teacher talk for a few hours...fun and easy way to make money and i even learned a few things...was a pretty easy way to spend my saturday morning (minus the whole 7 am thing...) then after that we headed to memphis to goto the pink palace crafts fair and this year was one of the first years where i went without my mom...kind of sad. but she has been working so hard to help me that she just didn't feel like going. after the crafts fair we met mom at wolf camera and ordered engagement pictures!!!! it was so much fun going through them and we ordered some "big prints" that we are going to mount on foam core board and use as decorations at the reception-really excited about that. we also just ordered some regular size prints to hang here at the apartment and that will be nice to actually have pictures in picture frames.

off to write more lesson plans and grade the GIANT stack of papers that are sitting on my coffee table.

"let all you do be done with love"