lots of emotions have been running through my mind the last few weeks. the thought that in so many days i will be getting married to the most wonderful man and we will be starting on a journey that will last the rest of our lives. my emotions have been running because of different shows, mainly extreme makeover home edition as well as some other blogs that i have found on here. the thought of loosing drew, or having drew suffer scares the crap out of me. the thought of getting pregnant eventually and then having complications or the baby being sick scares me to death. failing makes me so nervous. i am so ready to be his wife, i am so ready to start our family, i am so ready, but then again, i am so completely and utterly scared!!!!!
some prayers that need to be sent up:
-Christie and Aaron and the pregnancy and baby in mommy's belly
-Baby Harper and her family
-Baby Cora and her family as they bury their little girl
-The class of 2009
oh, p.s. and totally random, i finally got the brown columbia fleece that i have been looking at for several months, i finally found it, and it was on sale, for only 25 when it's usually 50something...so YEAH!!
2 comments:
Aww you are so sweet :)
The same fears go through my head all the time. Especially since getting pregnant I am so worried about something happening to Aaron. I'm also worried about all the "what ifs" in pregnancy, especially after reading the stories of Harper and Cora and others. But at the end of the day, I remind myself that God is in control and He is watching out for all of us and I just have to trust Him (as hard as that is sometimes).
I'm so blessed for everything I have in my life and I try to make it a point to enjoy it for the time I have with it :)
You have such an amazing year ahead and future after that! I'm so excited for you and will be praying that your fears will be comforted.
Much love!
*have with them, not have with it - whoops!
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