so i just read the summer staff list for the 2009 summer...and i have mixed feelings, happy for those that were given the honor, praying for those who were turned away, and ready to see what God has in store.
as i was creeping on someone's facebook page, actually the new puf's facebook page it really hit me, my time as an activity staffer is over, my time as puf is over, that part of my life is done and it's time for someone else to take it over, it's time for someone else to enjoy the perks of the job and suffer through the pain of the tough parts.
i sit here and try to compose myself and get myself comfortable with the fact that my time as program utilities facilitator is over with...whoo much harder than i thought. i have been pretty ok with today, until now. it's not that i don't think she will do a good job, because i think she will, there was something in her that they see-just like they saw in me...and that's good enough for me...

this chapter in my life is officially closed, and soon another chapter will be closing and it's just hard today to really face this and be happy and confident in what is to come. please keep me in your prayers as well as all the newly hired staff people so that they may see you and work for you this summer, and nothing else.